Rich has returned to the home he ran away from six years earlier. He’s back living with his parents, hoping to make amends for the pain he caused them. Two years have passed since returning home. That’s where this story begins.
(Originally posted on the Jittery Goat)
Episode 24
Rich drove back to Indiana. He stopped at a small-town grocery store and stocked the camper with supplies. About ten miles from Greencastle, he pulled into an empty campground. A dozen unoccupied trailers sat under the trees.
Near sundown, he prepared a simple meal. The process reminded him of cooking at sea. I don’t believe I can do this, he thought. I need the galley to be rocking. The meal was unimaginative: a toasted rye, ham, cheese, and sauerkraut sandwich. It was his own version of a Reuben. He opened a beer to accompany it.
He settled into a chair with a Nick Carter detective novel. The reading was light but distracting. As he read, his thoughts drifted back to his situation. He needed a plan with solid contingencies. What troubled him most was where the repeater might strike next. If he could anticipate the killer, he might stop him. He might force a confession for his parents' murders. Enid had convinced him that their deaths were part of a larger pattern. Even if I could locate the next murder within a five-mile circle, it would be almost impossible to stop. He turned the page. One thing is sure: I must keep on the move. A moving target is hard to hit. But I must be discreet.
I also need a legitimate driver’s license, he realized. What I have won't work if I get stopped or look at an accident. I need a real Social Security number, too—one made out to Michael Roland Chaves.
The next day, Rich found a local branch and registered the truck camper. Driving with legal plates gave him a surge of confidence. Now he just needed a proper driver’s license.
When darkness fell, he read by the light of a small wall lamp. A jazz station played softly on a tabletop radio. He feared sleep, worried the police might arrive in the night. He played back his moves, terrified he had made a careless mistake that would tip someone off. Eventually, his eyelids grew heavy. He climbed into the bunk over the cab and slept.
A few hours later, he woke and climbed down to the cab. He sat in the driver's seat and watched the empty night until his eyes grew scratchy again. He returned to the bunk.
The next morning, he made breakfast and drove to Indianapolis to take a driver's test. Before the exam, he convinced the clerks that he had spent the last four years in the Navy and had never needed a civilian license. He told the examiner that he would lose a major job opportunity if he didn't get certified today. They squeezed him into the schedule, and the license was issued.
His next step was obtaining a Social Security number under his assumed name. A few blocks from the license bureau, Rich pulled into a gas station to fill his tank. He parked near a glass phone booth at the side of the station and dialed.
“Hello.”
“Is this Enid?”
“Yes,” Enid said.
“This is Rich. How are you doing?”
“I’m fine,” Enid said. “How are you doing?”
“Pretty good,” Rich said.
“How’s the truck running?” Enid asked.
“Like a top,” Rich said. “I drove to Chicago, and it was fine.”
“Did you go to the place I gave you?” Enid asked.
“Yeah, I got the phony ID and birth certificate,” Rich said. “However, I just got a real driver’s license with a new name.”
“What name is it?” Enid asked.
“Michael Roland Chase,” Rich said. “It was supposed to be Caves, but Betsy must have known I was being chased—a Freudian slip on the keyboard. I can live with Chase. I have to.”
Enid chuckled. “That’s a good one. Where are you now, or don’t you want to say?”
“I'm down around Indianapolis,” Rich said. “And I want to ask a favor.”
“Sure,” Enid said. “What is it?”
“I’m going to apply for a Social Security card under this name,” Rich said. “I want to use your address for the mailing.”
“Don’t see a problem with that,” Enid said.
“I’ll come by and pick it up when it comes in,” Rich said.
“That will be fine,” Enid said.
“I’ll keep in contact by phone,” Rich said. “Just tell me when it arrives, and I'll drive over.”
“I’m curious,” Enid said. “How are you going to explain going this long without a Social Security card?”
“Remember Australia,” Rich said. “I spent enough time around the Aussies that I can pull off a decent accent. I have a birth certificate from West Virginia. My story will be that my parents moved me there in my early teens, and I just decided to come back to the States.”
“When can I expect you?” Enid asked.
“I’m applying today,” Rich said. “I’ll give it a week and give you a call.”
“I’ll look forward to your call and seeing you again,” Enid said.
“Me too.”
Rich hung up and looked through the phone book for the nearest Social Security office. By the end of the day, his application was submitted. He had a legitimate driver’s license in his wallet and a Social Security card on the way.
He drove two hours north of Indianapolis without a specific destination. Roadside signs eventually directed him to a campground on a lake. He decided the water would be a good place to keep busy. He stopped at a secondhand store along the way to buy used fishing gear so he wouldn't look like a beginner.
Rich checked in and chose a campsite twenty-five feet from the water. The fish weren't biting, or perhaps the lake required skills he didn't have. It was a strange, transitional time of year. The air stood perfectly still. The autumn sun cast long, angled shadows, though the thermometer still read in the mid-to-high seventies.
A small bait shop and boat rental sat in a quiet cove near his campsite. The morning after his arrival, Rich rented a wooden rowboat. He pushed off from the shore, sat on the bench, and dipped the oars. The boat and the blades were the only disturbances on the water.
I need this, he thought as he rowed. This time is a buffer between Rich Larsen and Michael Roland Chaves. It's not just a new name. I need to set my past life aside. Not the life I had in Maine or at sea, but the last two years. I must think of them clinically, not emotionally.
The languid shoreline passed like a lifeless painting. The ripples from his oars smoothed out long before they reached the bank. Dragonflies and water bugs hovered safely above the surface; the fish were content to swim in place in the cool, deep water.
It seems logical that I will never be Rich Larsen again, he thought. I am certain my parents' murders will never be solved. I will always remain the prime suspect. For the police, the story is over. They have their man.
There is no plausible way for me to find the killer or bring him to justice. Enid's theory is a long shot. He masterfully assembled an incredible number of coincidences, but does my willingness to believe overshadow reality? Is it true, or do I just want it to be true?
Soon I will be a totally new person. The old one will vanish. There will be sightings, but they will be bogus. In a few years, everything will be forgotten. The investigation was driven by politics and vengeance, and those things fade. A new sheriff, a new news editor, and it all becomes yesterday’s news.
Rich Larsen will have to live only in my memories. He is the one who must remain vigilant. He cannot respond, turn around, or ever raise an eyebrow at the mention of his real name. Perhaps someday, in a place far away, he will arise from his tomb. For now, he is dead to everybody but me.
